freakz

moved again`.

2005-01-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

hey people and humans out there.
bloody hell.
i ve moved again.
change ur links.
thanks.

moved!`

bah.

2005-01-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

i stepped on a piece of small glass and my foot bleeding man`.diao!
what happened to me today.
i kind of sprain my hip muscle again.pain!i dont remember why i sprain [or whatever] it.during pe lesson, started becoming pain i think.go see the doc tmr.have x-ray.cool man!bloody.maybe my ligament tore.then i can be exempted from pe.whahaha!
and i realised i am very lousy at bball.boo!nvm.i was telling nat that i was lousy and she kept quiet.silence means consent.but,i have to admit i dont have the skills and guts.
and why was i playing bball when my back hip is like probably torn apart and very pain.
i wanna change my name.
thankkew audrey for helping me.
i think i like to be called alex.
wahh!
i am mad.
i am seriously lan4 at bball.
i am short.
i am fat.
i grew by 2 cm!
i stayed at the same weight!
wooooo`
and tan bh say we gonna stay at the same height.FOREVER,and EVER.
wahh!then qian was like so zibei.she was like so uneasy.dont worry!we will grow-AT LEAST!hehx.
and where was i.oh yes i was at playing bball.bah.during recess.damn crowded.woah!they v pro lo.just stand there n sleep`.lolx.i really lousy.believe it or not.up to you.
pain!
weekends will be so packed.got alot of hmewrk and also projects and tuitions.booo!`
and after school also played bball.
we ended at 12.25.played till 1.went to eat.went to library to do hist proj.
shermaine's fault!ass.
we were like sitting there idling away.we din do a thing.we were just visiting blogs thru yahoo and laughing away.haha!so lame`.and then->i ve got a BIG BIG SECRET OF SHERMAINE!whee!can blackmail her now!hah.watch out shermaine!
laughter is the best medicine.we laughed through.shermaine didnt do a thing!i did.i went to find all those info for qian and save in diskette at home.hardworking bohh!
then till 3.15 or what,we went to play bball.lolx.v sian lah.i was bored.cus yeah i very lousy!`lolx.and there was this guy who sort of broke his arm or what.then got ambulance too.woah!nver fetch me!i oso injured!boo.
and we played horse.lame leh!i shudnt have lost to shermaine.then i was the last and she was the 2nd last.then she always sarbo me.always aim to chop to take revenge.bloody ass!then i nv get in she will laugh like madass and i will kick her.
hehx.
suchanass!
in the end i owed them drinks,
all thanks to shermaine soh xuemin
u watch out!
bwahahahah!

booo.

2005-01-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

i guess i am actually better off without school.well,the holidays still rocks.and yah i realise i dont like school.tired`.
and damn i got a rude piece of 'news' this morning.but,shant care cos its none of my business.
tmr playing bball!hehx.1225 we off already.and all the good news just keeps flowing in-we get to remain in 2.30 class cus the sch gonna change our timetable.wahh i am like so happy.hehx.shant tell you why.bleah.=)
and today was a quite bored day.natalie wasnt here in class cus she gotta go for sjab.yah,sjab.she was encouraging gena to join.she says she wanna gena to feel the torture too.hehx.lame.
and mdm tay wasnt in class.no math=no mdm tay=no homework.blah!
but mrs kang came in today.boo.project on the first hist lesson!boo.
something i wanna shout.its about jingjing jinghuan and patricia.i tink they treat gena as like a piece of thing or what.i duno.are they excited over her or what.they cant just throw jolene aside.but the misunderstanding was resolved.boo.no fun!i was like over my temper man.what a rare sight.bloody hell.
we ve got 3 proj on our lists- home econs,HCL,hist.all the subjects starting with h.oh man.i really feel like dieing.
and i dont really enjoy shermaine and qianjun's company.they talk things that i dont understand.then i ask them what,they will say dont tell you.haix.dont tell i oso dont care.like i wanna bother?i feel better and more comfortable with gena and nat and aud and cherie.my good friends.i think maine and qiannie are not really my good friends.maybe i shud consider leaving doh.i dont feel like i am a part of it.maybe doh never existed before.we were just 'pretending' to be good friends.but,i dont care now.i must be ignorant to things that dont interest me.i dont like shermaine and qian's company.sorry if u all happen to chance upon this blog.most prob not.i just wanna pour myself out.i dont feel i am the real 'me' when i am in school.booo.
i shall change my profile.

2005-01-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

2A has the NICEST teachers WHO GIVE HOMEWORK ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
twc gave us project work.ms wee and mdm tay are giving us loads of homework.

ytd.
it was the day when we had alot of homework to do and the other classes dont.the world is really unfair!!then have zhou ji4; the tsunami thing that MS WEE wants to submit to the notice board;and MDM TAY just cant stop burning her fingers by giving us TONS OF EXERCISES FROM THE SEC 2 TXTBK to do;and MS WEE IS CRAZY ABOUT WORDS WORDS WORDS.oh bother.
we are indeed lucky.
and i brought bball ytd.so we played bball during recess.rather short time though.i guess that gena was quite lost.we didnt even teach her how to play bball then we kc into playing match.i really miss bball alot!and i got the hook of addiction to it now.its back pple.want play bball?
[me,nat,gena,maine,qian,wanye,audrey chua,kailin]
yah.4 on 4.i was lousy.but nvertheless.boo!
and had third lang.one thing i wanna say is-
2.30 class rocks.j2h rocks.
lolx.me and felicia[my twinn!] were sitting at the back.whoa,the teacher was like DAMN boring though.think she's jap but she married a s`porean.[felicia said i was clever!]but me and felicia keep laughing at totally LAME things,practically everything,as usual.blah.
eugene lee is in my class.oh man.but i tink we gonna transfer unless they REALLY change our sch timetable yah?i hope so.i rather 2.30.
then after 3rd lang went to guide house [just bside 3rd lang!] with vaneh.hehx.she wanted to buy the guides belts for selina they all.but she dunno their sizes.and yah so she didnt buy.-.o" and i miss guiding alot.but,thats all in the past.gotta look on to the future!
dhs handbook rocks!
took 88 home.i saw engwei and pinghui on the bus.i guess engwei saw me but i doubt pinghui did.x|
i was damn lethargic ytd.i slept v v early,at appx 10 i guess.oh well.spent like 4 hours doing my homework.bcus i was a person with terrible concentration and brain power esp.

today.0501
blah.nat nver come today!she got fever!booo!so sian w/o her.but lucky got gena and auddie to accompany me.hehx.
and we dont have homework 2dae!okok actually we do.project.HOME ECON LORH!damn i thought it was d&t.I MISS QUACKEN MAN!boo.
i am still in lim boh lan's class.
its like damn.
?
and guess what.MS IRENE WEE wanted liu jia[burgerer] to change seats with me cus belinda wang shubo and her were china pple and they always speak to each other in chinese and she wants a SINGAPOREAN to sit with a CHINA GIRL.whats her fucking problem.and yah,i have to sit with BELINDA WANG SHUBO and i totally dont fancy the idea.i havent sit with her yet.belinda wang came up to tell me say 'felicia,u know ms wee said that we gonna change places.' then i said 'yah just for english' and she said 'no lah she gonna tell twc say we changing places'
and its like DAMN FCUK?!
PURLEASE I AM NOT SUITABLE FOR CHINA PPLE LIKE HER.at least jingjing or sanqian is better.she wears fake goods[her addidas shoe] and dangling earrings and also takes out her hp in class to show off.
WHATS HER PROBLEM!
i totally wanna change sch or just JUMP OUT OF THE WINDOW if i AM STUCK SITTING WITH HER.
nNOO WAY!
MISS IRENE WEE,YOU ARE THE NICEST TEACHER ON EARTH.I HATE YOU.FCUK YOU!
and today got erhu-hellway~
i felt like i was going to hell.
but mary actually praised me for improving when i didnt even prac for a few days.
plus my erhu was abit out of tune.
and jiahui tingpei bernice said she was in a bad mood.
but she was rather ok today.
bleah.
i cant believe it.
ding lao shi say that peijean scored v v v high for kaoji.
highest i think
WOAH!
pro-ded lah.seh lah.

i dont wanna sit with her.
its unfair.

first day.

2005-01-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

damn freak i am very fcukingly damn pissed.
first day was boring.bored.we practically only had twc for the whole day.and our art tcher is nice.no kong yeah!
yah and we had nothing to do.v sian.just sleep thru the whole day.
and did i mention twc was telling us to do project work already.and she wanted us to write diary or what.write on ur feelings about the tsunami.oh man.and she was saying that we have to present the zitie those jing3ju4 and present to the class those meanings and yeah.she's crazy.
yeah and i dunno.co was cancelled out of the blue.
oh well.i spent all my allowance today.><"had to pay money to khaiqi for the chalet when i didnt even go for it.hmmph.and for the school handbook and damn.i dont wanna think about it.fcuk!
to conclude,today was sian.yah.
and after sch actually i was waiting to go for co but was told it was cancelled but gena was tagging around with me and nat had to go for sjab.yups so gena was just hanging around.she didnt know how to go home i guess.oh well.
then we ended up going tm with shermaine.me and shermaine went to eat LJ and gena said she cant eat fried stuff so she gave LJ a miss.she went frolicking around tm yah and she actually borrowed 15 dollars from shermaine.to buy this thing or what.hmm.like balm or what.
she's mad.><;
and she's so guai.she tucks her shirt in yeah and wear bloody high socks.newcomer;u cant expect anything.
and the sec1s are incredibly small.
i am unused to being called myself a sec2 and in 2a.
we are era.er4 A.twc says that.
and i would totally be lost in tampines.
shermaine was bored.i could see from her bored expression.
she's so proud of her new jersey.sch and personalised.

then after that we went home.bored yeah.gena wasnt.oman.we took 72.shermaine took a bus home.that marks the end of our journey.

gena says 2A has a variety of pple.

photoshop

2005-01-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

my hunt for photoshop has begun.i found it on my first attempt.ehh.too easy.the photoshop was the most basic one.but i think its enough for me->a totally dumb person.oman.and i am in the midst of making my 2nd skin.a white one.featuring:addicted.music by simple plan.template not simple plan.addicted to you.to be exact.and yah i gonna plan to add this picture of a girl strumming the guitar alone.then gonna add those what-so-ever 'love quotes'.brrrr.i am not into love.booo!and theres this barcode there which i picked it up from an image and edited it.'simple-ly made' on the barcode.well,to conclude,i hope everyone likes it!

i hope everyone has finished his or her homework.
its great to finish it early.

tmr is the day when i can put my op bag to use.x) oh great!
nat planning to play bball tmr.but i got co for a while.and yah,gotta pay money when i didnt even go for the chalet.boo.there's no justice in the world!whatever.i have to admit to fate.oh well.
but i wanna go home with kanglin.gonna attempt taking mrt.take 30->take mrt.lolx.we are so lame.
so i cun decide btween going for bball or going home with kanglin.
booo.
i ve decided to toss a coin tmr at sch.i am not good at tossing coins.oman.x|
i ve bought my xmas prez for kanglin today.at novena.went hunting again.i wanted to see if there is inuyasha comic so i buy for her.but,i forgot.but,is there inuyasha comic at all?i dunno.i tink so.shall go hunting for it.lalalalalal`

friendship knows no borders.

i ve packed my bag.buttoned all my metal buttons.
i still feel something missing and lacking.
what is it.
hmmm.

bid farewell.

2005-01-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

like aud said in her blog,2004 sucks.it does.hehx.so many things that i dont want to happened.
2005 is a fresh new beggining.
1st jan is just another normal day.
but nvtheless,happy new year guys who read this.
i am having plans about my 2nd skin.i cant think of any ideas.><"

something about gena:
aud mentioned "are we gonna make her feel welcomed?"->flea's friend.or something like that.yah.that was what i wanted to say:
are we gonna make gena feel welcomed?
i couldnt phrase it.but now i finally understand what i am worrying for.are we gonna make her feel welcomed?the future only beholds what we dont know.but one thing for sure,
me, natalie,audrey,shermaine,qianjun,jinghuan, jingjing,cherie and jolene and blah.. ; we are still definitely good friends!gena can find someone nice enough to be her somehow-friend or whatever u call it.i feel so strange.i keep thinking there's no suitable "friend" or whatever u call it in 1A.it seems like all of us have our own "friends and mates".oman.i cant be her "friend" right?i have my life to tend to.gena's coming to dhs thing wont affect me.will it?

and one thing-
the english essay is not that difficult to write, is it?

i dont understand.its like-OK!everyone has english essay left.its not like THAT tough.oman.everyone's going bonkers about homework.i feel so free.watching tv everyday and stuff.lazing around and going spastic at times.oman.this is crazy.lolx.

i was thinking bout my life suddenly.
what actually do i want in my life?

this is the lamest.

2004-12-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

natalie finally recovered from her freakiness.oh god.what nonsense am i spluttering.this is the lamest.as she said,she looked freaky,or rather freakish,but what do freakish look like,i am totally unable to imagine.oh god.but,whatever,as long as nat thinks she's alright.yeahh.
submitted my first blogskin today,as i have already mentioned yah.i dont expect such of a big,or great response.thanks for everyone's comments.=X lalalala`
maybe i ll do another one.hehx.a white one.my first white skin!lolx.it will look like shit.i dont have an affinity with white.
iamsoexcitedicantgettosleep.
lolx.
i can sleep.
did i mention that there's this anime on central in the night?inuyasha.its quite nice.so is twelve kingdoms or whatever it is.hehx.inuyasha is nice.11.30-12am.watch it kk!
my phone is going bonkers.it switches off for no reason!therefore,dont ever buy panasonic!lolx.i gonna send it for repairs,but not aft 3rd jan.cos wanna take pics with shermaine.hehx.we are the lamest!yabayabayaba.`
have been feeling quite free today.its bcos i got rid of my zitie finally after heeding clarence's advice,or-whatever-you-call-it.yah.maybe i should do more blogskins nowadays.sectwo will be a hectic year.definitely.streaming and stuff.all the ip progs yah.it will leave me with so little time for myself.nat was telling me about the five day week thing.oh man.it really rocks.sat no cca=no co=dont have to wake up early.godd.that also means that our trainings in the future will be after school till a very late time.booooo`.and means lesser bball.hehx.nat was making a great fuss over it.listing out all the cons only.and in addition,both our third lang time slots are on 2.30,tues and thurs.so we are left with mon,wed and fri to play bball.but,nat's sjab trainings will be on fri till 6.so we are left with mon and wed.wed i have erhu lesson[damnshit] and therefor i announce we have only mon to play bball.WTF!lolx.gotta cut down on frolicking and bballing too much anyway.so,just accept our grievances in silence yeah?hahz.
i dont like bhb and ap people.nat if you read this,you will understand.you know who i am referring to.i am such a saint!

blogskins

2004-12-31T15:36:00.000+08:00

my first skin submitted.
taadah!
imperfectiion` [simple-ly] x
go see and go rate!
thankyou!

huh?

2004-12-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

she in math olypiad ah? woah.thats good.i dont know.i dont wanna care.

finally finished my 20 pages of zitie!
i wrote them all in one breath.perseverance does pay off.oh yeah.
audrey,natalie,shermaine and everyone : jiayou!
i cant wait to meet you guys.
i miss doh.i miss 1A.i miss bball. =.=
everything will be over in 3 days. :)
my mum actually asked me to go for the xyz chalet today.it was such a rare thing that she asked me to go for those kind of things.but i rejected to it.i didnt want to go.i just felt like staying at home and sleep and sleep.and complete my zitie.now that i ve done it,i can do my learning lab's homework tmr!hehx.lolx.workaholic.o man.

to natalie,if you c this,i hope you will get well soon!you dont look freakish.and u definitely must come to school on the 3rd jan 2005.it will be boring w/o you.

sian.

2004-12-30T14:01:00.000+08:00

hehx.my sis lost her hp.oh man.this was her 1st hp and i think someone stole it.
i hate it when someone loses his/her hp.and i hate stealers.
and yah,i set a goal for myself.i have to finish my zitie by today.foul or fair.by hook or by crook.whether i like it or not,it has to be done.
clarence was right.he said that if u concentrated on zitie,you totally can finish the whole book of zitie in one day.it can be done.
4 days to school reopening.i guess.if it counts today.half day is already gone.
oh man.everyone is going mad doing their homework.natalie,audrey[with her essay],shermaine,jinghuan,cherie, samantha.everyone.
shermaine; this is the consequences of having too much free time and yet not using it to do ur homework when u can finish it earlier,not now.
lolx.
anw,audrey's recent testi for me was nice.she made me realised i got real great frends around me.i lurve my good frends.all of them.x)
yup.so heres a thank you to everyone.my good friends in hips,in dhs.

i love the days we had.smiles,laughter and sorrow.we ve been thru so much.the naggings from twc,and heavy piles of homework from tay,end of year exams that we got so damn pressured and getting caught by mr kiw and stuff.all the slacking,bball,sarcasm and interclass soccer and every moment we shared will be deeply etched in my mind.

i am pretty sure 2005 will be a rocking year.

erhu.

2004-12-29T17:50:00.000+08:00

i have a severe major headache after taking bus when the bus is going forward and i feel like i am going backwards.
and i am extremely hungry.oh man.
i ponned the spring cleaning.who the heck cares.
they got their xyz tee.i didnt.but who cares?
i suck at erhu.who cares?
i not going for chalet.so what?
lolx.my [alter-ego].
mary was in a fabulous mood today.although i played very lousy and was totally lost,she didnt really scold me.and i hadnt practised for ages.hmmph.
she was questioning us why we didnt go for shicheng and why we werent going tmr,the chalet//bbq.
we just hadnt the mood.
she is going tmr.
i not gonna give a damn about gena coming to dhs.
just gonna shrug it off,and yah,just heck?!
i still will be with doh and nat and aud and jinghuan and yah my good frends,we would still play bball during recess and aft sch,we would still crap around and get our fingers injured during bball matches,and i would always forget to bring counterpain for jinghuan and yah,we would still pass sarcastic remarks but we dont mean it.we would still be doh,best of frens and bball mates.
life will still be the same.
even if gena comes to my class.it will still be doh.
i dont wanna care.
i will still lead my own life.
i love 1A 04.
no matter what.
dhs rocks.

gena

2004-12-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

GENA'S COMING TO MY CLASS!`
shirleen told me.

erhu!

2004-12-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

oh my god.
there's erhu tmr and damn i havent been touching my erhu for a very very very long time.oh no!tmr is really the day i will perish.
and yah,i am going not for the xyz chalet.i changed my mind.peijean not going.then i go there and bore myself to death?no way man.rather stay at home thinking when should i finish my zitie.its the only homework i have left!
and tmr we gotta go school.cos we have to clean the lt and co room.at least it beats going for erhu.i would rather stay in school and clean everything then going for erhu.damn i will die tmr!
woke up extremely early today.at around 7.30am or so.and i slept at 3-4 am last night.i couldnt sleep.not my fault.i was so tired man.
followed my mum to orchard.went to buy this billabong board shorts and also bought this 3/4 white pants.hehx.so i got my new board shorts.lalalala`
i was thinking of going to pierce my ear.cos the 1 earhole closed up already.maybe at the maximum 3 piercings lah.dont want so many.
my nightmare is materialising..

lalal.

2004-12-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

i must cultivate the habit of sleeping early.
today gotta sleep early.tmr waking up at 5am.heex.going somewhere.
20 pages of zitie still left untouched
booooo.
this is the most boring holiday of all.
hahx.
guess what.about my previous blogskin-i havent submit on blogskins yet.
later nobody download one lah.dont submit heex.no one will download!
i want adobe photoshop alot alot!its like very way coooool.so cool!omg!i must go hunting for it.hmmm.
with adobe photoshop,everything is possible.then my blogs wont be so "simple".
but,however,simplicity is the essence.
booo.
fickle minded me.
and,
there's xyz chalet this wed to fri.
wheeee` i am going!
ahahahax.
cos i am very de unenthu` i dont go anywhere except home or bball courts.bballing!!
hehx.
it will be sooo fun.
will it?
lolx.
later peijean not coming.
she better come!
i will be sooo bored to death.
x|

listen to chunzai on piano makes your nerves and soul relax alot.
if yah feeling stressed or angry or what yeap just go listen to it.
hehx.i am just neutral.

my blog takes such a long time to load.awwwwwww _

boxing day

2004-12-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

i just came back from my cousin's house.whoooo` had a great time except dansel was a spoilsport.lolx~
and yes,happy boxing day! :)
the house was huge.very big!very nice.oh man.what am i talking about.i ve been there before.
its nice!
thanks for the xmas present anw. =)
hehx.bethleen if you are looking,i forgot to ask for your hp no.

i must learn to cultivate the habit of sleeping early and waking up early[or maybe late] bcos sch is gonna reopen.

and i finished eoy paper 5.
and i am left with the 20 pages of zitie.
joy to the world!!~
heex.
cant wait for sch mannnnn~
i wanna take a nice picture with shermaine!
and me and maine will go look at the sec1s.1A!!!

i hope,gena comes to 2A!

cherie bock says she will.i believe she will.
cos gena's coming to dhs,we are keeping in contact quite often.
she wants to perm her hair.
haha.
lolx.
like wenwen!? no lah.she have short hair leh!
haha.gena's ready to break school rules and be caught be mole boy.
gena rocks!
hehx.
awesome ^^.

xmas

2004-12-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

silent night`.
its a boring christmas.
i spent my day sleeping and idling away like any other days.
and i spent my time downloading some ringtones and screensavers for my mum's 6610 phone.i am using 6610 now.
Panasonic is sucky.it sucks to the core.next time dont ever buy panasonic.it types very very slowly.and oh god.i dont know how to use mms functions in panasonic.cannot send mms!but i use 6610 can send.btw,me and shermaine that picture stored in my x66.boooohooo.then almost all my msgs all store in my x66 also.wtf!such a lousy phone.if i had known,i would have bought the 3220 or what.it was the same price.oh my bloody shit.i feel like screaming now.why.why.why.i should have chosen that phone.i am a stupid person.
so pple,dont you ever buy panasonic.it sucks.x66 and x68 suck.i dont know for the rest.but,i swear i wont buy panasonic phones again.
i love nokia.:) its still the best.samsung is no good.no chinese input.lousy.nokia.nokia.
hmm.i still love my 7250i alot!but,i really still regret that fateful day when i dropped it in my house.from upstairs to downstairs.oh man.why was i so lazy just to put my sch skirt bk into my room.bcos i injured my leg.lousy reason.i can just throw my skirt into my room or on my bed,at least i doesnt drop from the 2nd level and down the stairs.at least my 7250i will still be here.boooooo.its the perfect phone.x(
no point regretting.
its gone.i went to sell it for a mere 50 bucks but i bought it for 388.its a great loss.

christmas is boring.theres no festive season spirit around here.
booohoooo.
later i will do homework coz i have been slacking for a long time.

if any senior passes by,can he/she tell me whether we have to bring books on the 1st day.

and i reckon its a no.
hehx audrey.
audrey's question to the world.
x)

wheeee

2004-12-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

~~english essay~~
1 math paper
20 pages of zitie

hehhex!finally done with eng essay.
yesterday i had a midnight chat or so with shermaine.i suddenly realised that division of hearts[doh] still exists.phew.i thought it was gone.me and maine were discussing about the hairstyle we wanna cut.btw,i want to cut felicia's hair den maine pig wanna cut tapered hair or what.haha.i found out that when she spike her hair she say v difficult to make it come down.hahah~!` maine PIG!!lamoo!she hven TOUCHED HER HOMEWORK!den she was telling me she cham liao.but,who ask her!she slack mah.hehhe.then i had lots of fun changing my display picture hehe.v bolia0 as maine said.she keep telling me abt bball lah,btw i not really interested what.btw,they q cool lah~she was asking me why i nv join bball then i told her i din go for audition.if i had gone for the audition.if i had gotten into bball.i would be as slim as louise.i wouldnt have wasted 480 bucks buying erhu-which i dont like to play- and my life would totally change gettit!it was nicee talking to her until my stupid father came and kaupeh me say i so late still dont wan to sleep.

today went to hougang mall.yeah then i met jialing walking around aimlessly and twirling her badminton racket.her hair v funny lah btw me and her like got nth to talk abt.haha.it seems that i got more crap to crap to doh and jinghuan and my 1a classmates.booooo`.i cant break the ice lorh.
and yes i met chorwen.:)
wheeee

i suddenly felt like packing my whole room cos i was looking thru an ikea magazine and the rooms were so bloody nice!!!! omg!~` then i packed 4m 4pm-9.30pm.wah!i totally packed the whole room!
next time when i grow up,i want to buy all my furniture from ikea.and i will hire a designer to design my house.and i want a modern looking house.with a spacious living room,and rooms must be big.then i will buy nice furniture from ikea and decorate my room myself.and i will live in my cosy flat alone.oh great what a life!

gena doesnt know her class.what a bother.me and nat and maine were discussing what if gena was in our class.that would be great!
and great news,gena not lompangin my car liaoo.she gonna take sch bus.acty she come dhs not cos of badminton only i guess.she wanna take higher chinese or what.but she really lucky.we gonna have full ip prog sooner or later.or maybe not but i tink most probly lah.hehex i am so xcited bout gena coming~`

my eyes are itchy like hell.

merry xmas!:)

2004-12-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

i give up on skin making.
rarhhh
next time i make skins for myself when i wanna change template.
sian!
booo
gena and my neighbours nephew lompang`in my papas car nxt year.
boooooo
double booo
gena is sucha ass
pig
btw,sch sarks and rocks in its own way and manner.
boooo
triple boo
my homework left.

1/4 english essay
1 math paper
xizi like for at least 20 pages left!?

i hate zitie!

and gena,u will regret coming to dhs.
its cheena and we have cheena homework and most importantly, we are 'honoured' to have MR KIW as our dm.

=)

2004-12-22T15:12:00.000+08:00

i am sooo proud of my masterpiece hahaha
since i got nth better to do,i think i will create some nicee blogskins for pple.
haha.
and i wanna cut my hair again!!! x) keep longer fringe. haha.

just like felicia.
dohh!!!
really very sian.
no erhu today yayayay~~
pristontale under renovation.
hmm.
i will do some blogskins later.
my user id will be
simple-ly
so yeah after i do pple must go and c c look look.
btw,it will be later lahhh~
kk.

sch

2004-12-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

i think i really need to go back to school.
not that i want to.not that i miss school.
its that i am totally bored at home!
on the other hand, staying at home is great,except for the sian part and my mum staying at home with me.oh man.
i am like deprived of movement.everyday at home.at home.at home.
fcuk!
and play bball must come back at around 2pm.
lolx!
i am totally sick of staying at home.
today is the worst day of all my holidays!
its been the most sian day.
my brain is like switched off.
tv.tv.tv.comp.comp.comp
my only energy.
is nothing!
rarh.
i wished i went for xyz bbq.
or 6a chalet.
at least i dont have to coop myself at home.
i rather go out.isolated or deserted.alone.oneself.
i dont care anymore.
i wished i just ask natalie or whoever to go out and hit the streets though i am broke.
rarh.
life sucks man.
and yeah?i would rather go for erhu lessons.
or listen to a 10h ttk talk.
whatever!
i just need to get up and move my butt.
x|

bballin`

2004-12-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

today played bball with kanglin at pcc.rarh amelia couldnt make it.boohoohoo`.
the weather is fine today.the sun is not so strong.the bball court was empty!! haha`.
yay.
then went to kfc to eat.popcorn shake was nice.nubbad.i love the mash potato!!yicks so nice.
went to walk around.but we were broke.lolx!went on a spree looking at vcds.i found spirited away.haha`.
i saw sherilyn.that pig.lolx!
and yeah?i din expect kanglin to give me an xmas prez.haha.so paiseh.
but,overall,it was q fun except if we had more money on us.i wanted to buy this scary looking vcd.ghost show or wad.hantuu!!
rarhh.i am sian at home.btr do my homework.
priscilla 4got today got chalet.haha.><;
i want go xyz bbq.but go there v sian bohh.haix.boo`
pristontale so sian.they hven send me the auth.no!!i very sian!!! i want to play.damn lagging comp.i need exhilaration!!! haix.
homework homework lorh.

living in boredom`

2004-12-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

my homework has been neglected for two days already.
better buck up on it today.
must finish it by christmas.
i love my bag. x)
i cannot believe that dec hols are going to be over in another two weeks or what.
its like,no way! impossible.
but,i am feeling rather sian at home.
its very sian actually.
there are no computer games to play.
neopets is boring now.
habbo is okok nia.
i dont really noe what to do at all.
homework homework and more homework.
fugging sch.
but,i not going for class chalet and xyz bbq tmr.
louise not going.peijean not going.
better not go.
later i really damn sian one.
living in boredom`
tmr playing bball with kanglin!
=)
hahaha!
too bad amelia cannot come.
haix.
nvm.
at least something to do.
later goin to mah couz house at changi.
quite far mann.
lolx.i dont giv a damn.
i love my baggy.
:)
i will be updating my private blog today.

2004-12-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

i bought my op bag.=)

went borders today.then went to harbourfront.then went all the way to imm@jurong east.

i love my bag.my bag rocks.i lurve it.it simply rocks to the core.
i bought this op file too.cos the bag costs 39.90.

going borders tmr again! buy my couz xmas prez.this book or what.=)

i sent out the xmas cards liao!

habbo.

2004-12-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

one minute i was saying habbo sucks to the core and another i was saying it rocks to the core!!!!
yesh i does.it totally rocks.
i talked to 3 pple.and they all rocked man!
one was from new york and theres another from chiswhip or something.
i went to look up the atlas.where the heck is chiswhip!?
i carn find it.
oh man.
i told him i am from asia and he said i was kidding.he said i was an indian [insanity] den i told him i was a chinese and he was asking if i know martial arts.
oh god!~
and worst still.
they asked me where is singapore.
but i dunno where is chiswhip.
and some spanish country.
oh bother~
and the time over here and there is like really 12h difference.
awesome!!!!!

moodyy`

2004-12-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

i am feeling really crazy today.

in fact,i am mad.spastic.and whatever.
ttk gave us a long and boring talk.
he is long-winded.
he was complaining about our homework not being done.
he was saying that we must support sco.
he spent 10-15 mins talking about how inappropriate for us to laugh.
i expected it to end at 10 or so.
yeap it did.
i heard that there is capt.ball tmr.
but sec1s are not going as usual.
and the bbq.
whatever.
we just dont wanna care now.
dohh!><"
its such a short day today.
but,i completed 1 page of zitie with the help of peijean.
and i finished my math paper two.
later i will do 3.
and my learning lab homework which has been left untouched for 3 weeks or so.
and zitie.
and the compo.probly.

ming'x,who are you?
lolx!

just a survey.

2004-12-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

[ Describe Your ... ]
x. [Wallet] its converse.yellow and messy wordings.black in colour.
x. [Hairbrush] its just a comb.white.
x. [Toothbrush] blue and white.
x. [Jewelry Worn Daily] nah.
x. [Blanket] colorful
x. [Facewash] clean and clear.
x. [Coffee Cup] a big mug.
x. [Sunglasses] nahh.
x. [Underwear] =X
x. [Shoes] converse again.sch shoes and sport shoes.
x. [Favorite Shirt] my red op shirt.
x. [Favorite Pants] that blue one.
x. [CD In Stereo Right Now] none.
x. [Tattoos] none.
x. [Piercings] one.
x. [What You Are Wearing Now] dh shorts.white tee.
x. [Hair] messy.looks uncombed.un-styled.ugly.i dunno how to put it back in place.ohh man.

[ When Was The Last Time You ... ]
x. [Smiled] an hour or so.
x. [Laughed] just now.
x. [Cried] ages.
x. [Spent Money] today.
x. [Danced] today.
x. [Were Sarcastic] today.
x. [Had A Nightmare] ages.
x. [Last Book You Read] come clean.
x. [Last Movie You Saw] ages.
x. [Last Thing You Had To Drink] ice mountain mineral water.
x. [Last Thing You Had To Eat] dinner.

[ Body ]
x. [What Do You Like Most About Your Body] nothing at all.
x. [And Least?] having heavy bones?
x. [How Many Fillings Do You Have] noo.
x. [Do You Think You Are Good-Looking] totally no.
x. [Do Other People Often Tell You That You’re Good-Looking] i dunno.
x. [Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] dont tink so.

[ Fashion ]
x. [Do You Wear A Watch] i dont wear it,i put it in my bag.
x. [How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own] a few.
x. [Favorite Pants Color] blue.
x. [Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] i donno.
x. [Describe Your Style] casually shorts and tee.

[ Your Friends ]
x. [Do Your Friends Know You] dohh.
x. [What Are The Traits About You That Are Universally Liked?] being lame and yeah maybe friendly?
x. [How Many People Do You Tell Everything To] not really everything.

[ Music ; Television ; Books ]
x. [Favorite Band Ever] eminem.
x. [Type of Music Most Listened To] songs.raps.punkrock.
x. [Type Never Listened To] chinese music.
x. [Favorite Book?] nice books.i wanna buy this book called missing.

[ General Questions ]
x. [Sunny or Rainy Day] it depends.
x. [Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] no.
x. [Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide] no.they are dumb.
x. [Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] spastic.
x. [Do You Own Plaid Clothing] what!?
x. [Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants] theres no zipper.its tie-able.
x. [Do You Own Braces] yeah.
x. [Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] i dont measure it.
x. [Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon] some spikes.
x. [Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye] nah.i dont wanna dye my hair now.when i grow up i will.
x. [Do You Own A Bandana] yah.
x. [Are You Amused By Safety Pins] they remind me of babies.
x. [Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As A Sewing Substitute] ..
x. [Do You Like Candles] perhaps.
x. [Do you belive in love ] okok.
x. [Do You Believe In Love At First Sight] okok
x. [What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older] do smth?!
x. [How Many Songs Do You Have On Your Computer] alot.
x. [What Band Are You Listening To] the fan.its just the fan.
x. [Look Out Your Window... Tell Me What You See] sengkang.the opp blk.a road leading to sengkang.
x. [If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] hamster.
x. [What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] until 4.30 or so.

[ Habits ; Beliefs ]
x. [Are You Disgruntled] not yet.
x. [Are You An Anarchist?] ehh..
x. [Smoke Cigarettes?] no!
x. [Are You A Vegetarian?] nah.
x. [Do You Think Meat Is Murder] no.
x. [Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] not yet.
x. [Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week] never.
x. [Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower?] noway.

[ About Me]
x. [Age] 13
x. [Birthday] may 12
x. [Sign] taurus
x. [Location] hougang.singapore.
x. [Status] single.dont want.
x. [Crush] edison chen.
x. [Natural Hair Color] black with a tinge of brown.
x. [Current Hair Color] black.purity.ahh!
x. [Eye Color] black.pureness!
x. [Height] 16 smth.
x. [Shoe size] 5-7
x. [Parents] two.
x. [Siblings] one.
x. [Live With] my family.

[ Favorites ]
x. [Number] 17,12
x. [Color] black
x. [Day] sunday
x. [Month] december..
x. [Song] the reason
x. [Movie] ..
x. [Food] pizzas.nice.
x. [Season] winter.
x. [Teacher] mrs chin
x. [Veggie] cabbage.
x. [Television Show]practically everyshow.
x. [Store] nice stores.
x. [Word] rot.
x. [Animal] human.
x. [Flower] na.

[ This ; That ]
x. [Day ; Night] night
x. [DVD ; VHS] dvd
x. [Car ; Truck] car
x. [’NSync ; BSB] err. neither?
x. [Abortion] no.
x. [Marilyn Manson] okok.
x. [Drinking] na.
x. [Favorite Saying] haha.freak.
x. [Favorite Alcohol] dots..
x. [Favorite Television Show(s)] friends.
x. [Your Ideal BF/GF] nice guy who is nice[dohh!] and can click with me.

sian lorh.

2004-12-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

damnshit
there's zhaoji tmr.
><"
i think ttk will be giving us a fabulous talk on the shicheng thing.
cos the tickets are hardly sold out.
cos nobody wants to go.
cos everyone's broke and yeah,sian?
and,i succeeded in ponning erhu.
i dun even know if clarence went.
if he did,ohh god.

my comp sucks to the core.
it hang four times in a row.and i had to restart over and over.
and i uninstalled some worthless and useless shit.
my comp sucks.
i cant wait to get the new one.

my dad gave me the approval to buy my op bag.he's gonna give me 30 bucks and the rest i am gonna have to settle myself,which is not a problem at all.oh yes.=)

school reopens in 17 days.i dont wanna go back.
the odds are like 90 to 10? 90 disadvantages and 10 advantages-in going back to school.bloody.and yah?i hvent finished my homework.damn freak.

i heard from sharon that there is xyz bbq on 21dec.btw,sec1s are like:"we dont know abt it." and we are nonchalent.we are blase.we are so unenthu.and i regret to say this.i am not going for the class chalet.sorry guys.

after reading alicia's blog.i think her thoughts are yeh?i dunno.those about life and stuff.i am rotting away at home.spending my day slacking,hogging the comp,crapping sleeping watching tv.wtf!its really like wtf!damn i am really not prepared to go back to sch.i dun wanna go back forever.i made the wrong choice to have come to dhs.rarh.

i tink i wanna really brush up on my bball skills.they suck man.i should ask amelia and kanglin someday.

ponnin`erhutoday

2004-12-15T13:48:00.000+08:00

i ve decided.
i am gonna
ponerhutoday

`tis the season to do homework
tralalalalah.~

my blog is plain.
simplicity is the essence.
maybe i should change my blog song.
to idream.
wayy cool yeah.
i packed my room.
so nice.
oohh~

-

2004-12-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

i cant believe that i ve to wear this stupid thing for another 6 weeks.1 and a half months.o god.

i bought my hair spray.and a facial mask [oh man] and clean and clear wipes.and wet tissues.

i love that op bag.=)

i must have it.

-

2004-12-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

there was this edison chen show ytd on channel 8!!!
the show is called xiang2 fei1.
nicee man.
e guy hu act in the show as edison's brother looks like him.
but yeah?edison still the nicest!!!and the shuaiest~`
lurve him man!
he's my [him].wheeee`.
i found the bag that i wanna buy.its from op.nice and big.
sorry to disappoint.but it is my bag,or the chalet.i ve to choose.but whats my parents' prob.ruiwen told me that shannon even asked me to bring bball to chalet.i feel so guilty!!!
learning lab today.there was this very small sized gal who walked into our class and i thought she was a p3.><" dohh!!
i want my bag.i want my bag.
my sprained thing is okay now.pain only when i sit and bend around.thanks pple for asking.oman i am really fated to have sprained stuffz.
and guess what?
its a really damn freaking bad news.
its that there is co this friday.
oman!freak!bloody!
sportslink sucks man.
my mouth stinks.
my fingers and hands stinks.
poor natalie.i pity you.ohhh~
bag.bag.bag^

lalala.

2004-12-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

i totally sprained my lower part of my back around the hip there.pain man

i was just bending down to pick up something and taa dah.it was bloody pain and omg.

bought two hamsters.=) very cute. then went to buy ink cartridges for my printer.then when i went home,i tried installing my printer but after 1 hour and alot alot more,cant install.the usb cable defective or what.haix.sian man.then my mother was like scolding me for wasting money for nothing.60 over bucks wasted for nth.damn.

my luck seems to be getting down.
my mum has manic depression.she definitely has it.
my hip hurts.
my bball suck.
i am unable to run now.sit down pain also.
damn.freak.why so sway.
i tink i can go to the class chalet.

i tink gena is transferring to dunman,just like what ruiwen says.
i tink she will be coming to my class.
ohhh~but it will be out of place.
and weird.cos like she dunno anyone there.
hmm.

co lorhh

2004-12-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

ytd i said i went to the dentist.indeed i went.i went and it was very crowded.then the receptionist told me to cancel my appointment for ytd cos too many pple ytd.i booked appointment okayy!then she asked me to change to monday.wtf!and i walked there and i had to walk back.

today is the last day of jixun :)

joy to the world~~!!
my most anticipated day!!!!! =)

today primero,huiqi and zhenyang came to have fenzu with us.
today we were practising liang siao1.its not so bad afterall.
the seniors were like saying we play tooo fast.ehh.yeah its toooo fast for me.><"
nobody is going for the malaysia trip.nobody is going for shicheng.nobody wants to go.neither do i.
primero said that if you put erhu as one of your choices,be it 1st 2nd or 3rd,you will definitely be in erhu.i shouldnt have put it as one of my choices.rarh.
the seniors were asking us if we knew how to play sai4 ma.and we dno cos its a grade4 piece PLS!!
and yeah,they made us play it.with F DIAO4.and i totally dno a thing.but now okok.
12pm came quite quickly today.oh good.
went home with suyun.when we were waiting for the bus at somewhere near kallang mrt,i was like telling her i wanted to go toilet.
the bus came and we were discussing where got toilet and stuff.finally i decided that i am gonna alight at kovan.then i suggested that suyun came along,if she is free,then aft i go toilet we go take neoprints.
she was free.haha.
so off we went to take neoprints.
i shant cut the neoprints.they fit perfectly in my wallet.wheeee.
i wanna take somemore neoprints!!!
but a bit broke already.
nvm.getting my allowance nxt week.oyeah~.

second last day liao.

2004-12-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

today was quite fulfilling but tough!as usual.boohoohoo`
today the jc seniors came back to have fenzu with us.
today they stressed on our chang gong and tie xian thing and the accurate of the notes.with all the high pitched notes and stuff and also huan4 ba.must have the 'yu4 bei4 dong4 zuo4' thing.
at least we didnt really play liang siao.they said we had to have enough practise for our lian4 xi qu.bcos all our notes were off key.><"

the seniors were nice.=)

after co,the whole xyz went to take neoprints xcept me peijean and the guys.i m broke pls.then met alicia and shining on the bus.they were saying how broke they were and they wanted to drink bubble tea.
and there was a bubble tea stall at kallang mrt,beside cheers and i dun even know.but we didnt land up drinking bubble tea but i ate cup noodlea den shining had chips and alicia had sandwich which she said was gross.ehhh`.hhaa.shining and alicia were really hungry and i am quite hungry cos i ate alot of sweets in the morning.:)

then went home.almost overslept on the bus!
slept at home aft eating my share of lunch,though i already ate cup noodles.but,playing the erhu makes me hungry.talking about erhu,i havent practised since i came back.just feel like sleeping and sleeping.and yes!i am going for dental appointment later.who knows,i might come back with braces.wheee`_

my dental appointment is in like 40 mins or so.maybe i should go practise my erhu.haix.

yo.

2004-12-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

i was early for co today!x)
peijean was even earlier.wahhh.`
hmm tmr i wil be very early.=)
then we went up to the classroom to slack around and sleep and relac.

today was zhenyang.wahh it was horrible.tortorous!he was like asking us to play liang siao1 the full song then all the high pitched notes we played off`ed and all ehh!?not very nice and accurate.and we had to play certain parts one by one and..oh man!><"

12pm came quite slowly and we were all anticipating for it to come.=)

then went to meet natalie downstairs at bball court.jinghuan,amelia and wanye was there.then we played match lah!!and i would like to tank jinghuan for lending me her pump and i wont spoil it for goodness sake!!!

my bball skills have deproved!!ohnooo`.i air'ed.my aiming is lousy.i dun have arm strength.sooo lousy.the group i m in always loses.heheee.

then at 1.30,jinghuan amelia wanye went off.went home.me and nat went to obstacle course and just lagged around.then we saw amelia and wanye walking outside sch.they were going to kallang macs to look for amelia's wallet.amelia is such a pro at losing her wallets!!haa.

then nat was sooooo wayy fickle minded!!she said,"k lets go macs!!!ehhh..dun go lah!" then i was like -.-" but in the end we decided we had nothing to do at sch and so we went to macs at the mrt there.when we walked out of sch i saw primero and wenxin and i was like trying to turn away and run off but haha failed!primero was like saying "hello!hey!!" haha so i had to reply right??

we waited for a very very long time for 158 to come and we were like...SO RESTLESS!and it started raining.then it stopped.

the weather is getting crazy.

guess what!?at kallang macs that busstop,wanye and amelia boarded the bus.hahaha!then me and amelia started arguing hhahaha.

arrived at macs finally!nat was like "i want to eat prawn dippers!!" then she dun dare to ask the counter whether have not so i landed up asking.haha but they dont sell liao sooo` sad.and nat din even get her caramel sundae.hahah she's really in bad luck!
left at 3.15 and set off for erhu and nat went home.

erhu was like..LAME!!?me and peijean went only.clarence din even go for jixun PURLEASE.then we went up and yahh?tingpei jiahui bernice were upstairs PLAYING AWAY..lolx!they were like having a mock kaoji..and it was like DIAO!"haha they veery lame lorh.then mary was downstairs making a phone call and when she came up she was fretting over the sale of tickets for shicheng.they have over a 1000 tickets left unsold and shicheng is in two weeks or less time!?then she was like saying,"ni men yao4 bang wo xuan chuan leh!!!" then i was like tinking- i den dun wan to go pls!

mary asked us to go downstairs to have our lesson but she forced tingpei jiahui and bernice to stay till 4.30.oman.she was like saying our ying not accurate or wad.then she asked us to play kong xian and i was having real fun man!cos this meant that we have lesser lessons but more of boring kongxian.dohh!cos i wasnt familiar with grade3 songs and they are sooo damn high pitched and difficult!i was sooo happy we didnt play liang siao cos ITS SOOO DIFFICULT WITH ALL THE HUAN4 BA-S!!!

i feel like changing template.boohhoo.
i dun like jixun still.

ant

2004-12-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

they opened a conversation window and i dunno what on earth are they talking about.
i shant care anw.

co was practically tough today.should i say its horrendous.the seniors were nicee and its not their fault cos i ruined it myself.cos i couldnt catch up with cindy and meixue and peijean and i was like..*lost* ehh.they were playing extraordinary fast and dohh!i am slow!i admit that i needed more practise,but they were really going too fast.*phew*

angela came to fen us.ehh.she was nice larh.at least we played in small groups rather than the 14 of us.

did i mention i was late.i came damn early but was still late.i reached aljunied at 8.30 or so but the damn 158 was like so slow!then i met yanqing on the bus and when we got off i saw wenwen alighting too but..i didnt see her when i boarded.told you that my eyesight not good liaooo.anw,she was cheonging over the road and rushing into sch.late for fenzu lahh.whee.and yeah?junda was on the bus too and when me and yanqing arrived at the foyer we practically ran up cos we didnt wanted to be later than junda.ohgod.

then we were still dismissed at 12pm sharp.we were really getting restless lorh.bleah.

i hven practised my erhu since i came back.ohno.and there is erhu tmr.there is?is there?bloody.mary said normal time.okok.next time i shall learn 4m angela and not say anything bout erhu lessons to mary and then [bcos mary has bad memory] we dont go,pon!!!whee.nice.

after co played bball.i met geneve and elysia while walking down.cellos are really heavy.geneve and elysia are pigs.at least elysia is not so much as geneve.hahah.then went to the the canteen to find nat.then we played bball larh dohh!!

it was boring.cant play match or what.
elysia came.we played.i was eating my sandwich.-.-"
then alot of co pple passed by.huiling,junmin,marie.okok they are from xyz.
dyb pple passed by.elysia's seniors wanted to play match with us so play lorh.but we hven been playing in ages so was like very lousy.wahhh.
elysia left halfway thru the match.ohhgodd.
i kept airing today.boooo.
we played bball till like 1.30.then i HAD TO take 30 with nat.
when i reached home,i ate and i SLEPT till 7.
so,I HVENT PRACTISED MY ERHU YET!!!!!DIEE!
/erhu\

whee.

2004-12-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

i am feeling so much better now!i think i didnt get enough sleep or what.i couldnt sleep the whole night!!and it is not due to being excited about co or what,pls.dunno.but i realise that i must prepare sleeping pills next time.x)

after sleepin` for 15 min or what[oh god]i went for tution.laughed and lamed and suaned alot.ahhahaha.then there was this girl who looks like a boy and when she came in i said,"he come to the wrong class issit?" cos she looked quite immature and childish.-thats for looks only- but she spikes her hair and sports a boyish hair,and i mistook HER for a GUY.ehh.sorry lorh.quite short anw.paiseh!!

jixun
okok.i shall blog about jixun once again.
i came quite early.i arrived sch at 7.45am.wahh i am finally early for once.my dad fetched me to sch,i didnt know why i landed up taking his car.wahhhh_`.
i think i saw shermaine.
i wasnt quite sure if it was her.but it looked like her from afar.wahh.my eyesight is lousy.shall get specs!!whee.
was told to go up to lt.[one of another ttk's nicee talks] so went up and dohh!early lorh.haha.
ttk said about some malaysia trip for next year.500 big bucks.wahh.i dun wan tank youu.anw if we went,we would have to perform or what and i totally dont wanna.><"
peijean was late.ehhhh.
went to our respective classes.we went into 4a.blue desks.cool.=)
had fenzu lah dohh!
it was okay.only thing is that i have probs with G DIAO4 and ehh yah.almost all the songs.PLS LORH!I HAVENT EVEN PLAY BEFORE.wahh it was really tough catching up.i didnt understand about the G DIAO4 thing at first,but now i do!thanks to peijean.ok,i admit that i am not good at music and not musically inclined for goodness sake!!!
did i mention that it was junda and primero who came to coach us.or rather just tell us how to play and stuff.
and they might come back tmr! wahhhh. =X
i practised the 3 songs.the part where they teached niahs.
they said i could reach high notes.like the g diao4 high rae and do all those.
dno.i was damn nervous and totally dunno how to play.
we were dismissed at exactly 12.
GREAT.

me natalie and geneve and probably elysia are gonna play bball tomorrow.three cheers!!nat's sjab and our co ends at 12.cool huh.

i am anticipating tomorrow.

ohh..

2004-12-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

sorry people.i dun have the mood to blog today.have headache and feel really sick but dun really know whether i am.maybe aft some rest den i will be ok.going to sleep.i didnt sleep last night.wahhh.and i actually typed a whole entry and then it got deleted.wahh` i am tired.
maybe after tution i can if i am feeling ok.=)
grade3 is tough.
damn.
*yawns*

yo.

2004-12-06T13:58:00.000+08:00

hey people.i opened a private blog if u noticed my links the first one yeah.anw,sorry!there's a password to it!haha so if u wana enter,think twice before you do so!!cos u dont have the password to it.and if u wanna enter,ask me lorh.i might assign a username to u or what.depends lahh!!limited.the people who knows the password and stuff-sorry cant disclose!lolx!haha inside my private blog got more than just my daily life lah.more emotions[haha] and feelings lah and critisim and angers,sadness,everything under the sun!!more than what i usually blog.to vent my angers and stuff,i approach my private blog.haha sorry to those who dont have the access to it.to those who have:u're priviledged!to enter my life and so.whee.`

i shall put a tagboard there.whee.
and i changed my blog music.

tomorrow gotta reach sch at 8.15.oh god i better not be late.will leave a bad impression on the seniors or teachers.whoever it is.so cant chill out tonight.gotta sleep early and wake up early.boo.
i booked appointment for dentist today.my 3 months of sufferings might be up!!who knows.i may or may not wear braces this thursday.or perhaps,i will still be stuck with this metal thing for another 6 weeks.and i dont appreciate it.hopefully,i will wear braces this thurs lahh.better.and before you know it,i have straight teeth!!!haha.=)

there was learning lab today.we did videos on sing idol and this stock investment summary writing.investments are fun.whee.

theres nothing to blog about.now to my private blog i gooo`.haha.

post exam

2004-12-05T12:22:00.000+08:00

as i promised to blog after the exam,here goes.
it was okay larh.=) one thing to celebrate about.whee.
when i was on the bus,i realised i actually forgotten to bring my letter for the exam.ogosh.but haha nvm.
when i reached shangyin,cindy was already there.she was practisin` in the DYB room.the room rocks man!at least its better than wgy's.it has a very nice piano.at that time,zhiqian was having her exam.and after a while,she came back and then libing.then aft a while,cindy went off.libing and zhiqian lingered around to pei me for a while then they went off.they told me not to worry lah,cos the examiner very friendly.just like what laine and youbao and practically everyone says that.before that,i didnt really agree or what.but now,yeah i agree haha.=)
i realised that i turned my xian wrongly.shall turn it back when i am free.that proves that i am not a good repair person aftall!
4.30 came soo soon.and blah.i wasnt nervous.sharon was behind me.we were the last two.before us were huiyi,ser en and tis guy.then it was me.i was the last sec one.boohoohoo.okay.i admit i wasnt nervous cos libing told me when i was sitting outside waiting,dont think of anything.heeded her 'advice' and haha.yeah.when i went in,i got a shock cos the examiner really looks friendly! diao.ok then started playing and so and dont noe why but became quite nervous at the last song and god.i ended with the wrong gong fa.damnnit.shit.arhh nvm.he laughed and dohh!i had to smile right.><" when i went out i saw my marks.35 for the first song and the rest i dont noe.ok so i need another 35 to pass.i tink i passed.=)

wgy told me erhu lessons are still on.ohno.

then dad came to pick me up and we went to pick my sis from work.i went to cut my hair.haha it looks really funny but who cares.gee.

heyo.

2004-12-05T05:05:00.000+08:00

today.its today.
now is before the exam.later when i come back i shall blog about the exam.
though alot of pple wish me good luck and also say the examiner is friendly,oh god i still feel very nervous.i wished mine was yesterday.relac.relac.waaaah!!

i still dont like exams.esp erhu exam.dohh!!><"
oh god.
my template is really darn simple.but simplicity is the essence.=)
2.30 i will be leaving the house.and reaching there at or around 3.then will start practising and then.the exam.boo.
i realise when i sit on the floor to practise erhu,i play better then siting on the chair.ohno.i will be sitting on the chair later.shucks.dieee` liaoo.
youbao,yanqing,clarence,peiling,laine finish their already.damn shit.i tink peijean should e having hers now.i cant rmb hers.rarh.

new template.

2004-12-04T05:58:00.000+08:00

i've decided to change my template.well i packed profile,links and blog entries into one.so it looks neater and takes lesser space.give me ur comments! :)

whatever.i am famished.i hven eaten.woke up at 11.30 cos i got a damn call from mary.oh god.she asked me something abt my kaoji.whether its today or tomorrow.then she said it was today and i told her someone changed with me and mine was tmr.then she went to check and said that they didnt have the record.but i said i ve got the letter for tmr and so she said i ve to come tmr at 4.30 instead of 3.21 and leave my house at 2.30 to reach there at 3.50 at least.pls,it only takes me 20-30 min to reach shangyin!and she wants me to leave at 2.30 and so i will reach there at 3 or so.dohh!is she crazy.

talking about kaoji,alicia is sooo good man!she finished hers already.booo.mine is tmr.i wished it was today so i could get it on and over.so that i can lag aft kaoji.and i am soo` nervous.sharon told me not to worry as they will be more lenient on lower grades.i dont think likewise.><" but anw,thanks for encouraging me sharon!=)i really appreciate it!
and i will need all the good luck i can get guys

tmr is kaoji.i will give it my best shot and yeah?maybe i wont pass.

oohh

2004-12-02T14:01:00.000+08:00

taufik u rock!!!

shall we talk by eason chen.rawks!

rarhh.

2004-12-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

two days later and its doomsday.

erhu today.omgosh.i totally dun wanna take kaoji.gawdd.today the whole sec one level of erhu came.besides yigeng and plus peiling and the-kawaii-gal-who-looks-like-yanting.ehh.she really looks like miniaturre yanting.and she's soooo` wayy cute man!pri3 only.rarhh.
okok enough.
then 16 of us had to squeeze into a tiny room and we do not appreciate that.
each of us had to play the 3 kaoji songs, and god.i totally messed it up,did i?i did. =X
i dunno.mary said that my yin wasnt very accurate.and i dun really know ok!and also the semi-quavers i messed it up.i was totally nervous!!!i think many of us wil not be able to pass,and we will be soo much of a disgrace.booo`.rarhh.i will be one. ='( ohh.man.60.bucks.wasted.
actually our lesson was supposed to be from 2.30 to 4.30 and it ended at 5.30.and wenwen and some two other seniors i dunno[i tink] were like outside waitin`.oman.mary doesnt have a sense of timing.lalala.did wenwen dye her hair?oo i tink she did.she looks sooo` hip and cool and seh.hip= hipsdohh!><" hips rawkk!! hahaha.she 'curled' her hair right.sooo` cool hehe.
o god.its like two days away.??!!.and i am really practising very hard.trying not to let my yin be 'unaccurate'.ehh.><" mary said meixue's sound is solid and the best among us.oh gawd.it was loud.libing seems off today.peijean and zhiqian were good.:) i am sooo`green with envy and jealous.haix.how.how.how.on that day,i will be goin` mad man.thinkin` that i will fail.arhhhhggghhhh.shit.sheesh.dieeeeee.goddddd.

ehh today singapore idol.taufik will win!!! oh i m sooo` excited!! =)

i will practise harder for this saturday.i will.i will.i cannot fail!!

oyeah.did i mention that cindy rebonded her hair.and after erhu i met wynee and she rebonded,or rather straighten her hair.to tell the truth,wynee looks great and cindy,u should tie ur hair higher and dun tie it at the bottom so it will look nicer.cindy is rich isnt she.i wouldnt wanna rebond my hair or wad.next time when i grow up, i shall hightlight my hair.probably dye it light brown and highlight with dark brown and black.god it will look fabulous.then i will go roast myself till i become charcoal black.and when i came back 4m erhu just now,i saw this girl with a hairstyle sooo nice.maybe i dont wanna cut punk hairstyle.rarrh but i need longer fringe.ahhh`.shit.nvm just stick to my old hairstyle.its getting soo long that its gettin` on my nerves.damnit.

after kaoji, lagging time!! :)

=)

2004-12-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

radio blog rocks!but how to upload to my blog.rarrhh.

self decorated notebook

2004-12-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

i lurve my beautiful nicee` notebook.ole`ole`olee.
haha i just like it alot alot!!! can put photos inside and i gonna decorate it.x) great!!! my keychain rawks too!!! :)

i got my erhu working!!
haha i am not a master at repairing yeahh.`bhb!!i am not even anything.dohh!!!><"
whee.playing the erhu depends on your mood.when you have good mood,u will play it very well.when u dont,it screeches and it feels like you are playing for the sake of playing!!!nicee theory ahh`.

if i dont pass kaoji,i will be wasting 60 bucks for nothing and also i have to retake the exam.ahh`.that will be soooo` wasteful.lamee.

i ve decided that i set goals for myself.
firstly,my holiday homework.[ogawd]

xizi.~~chengyus~~.essay.jianbao.maths papers.~~chi book.~~

i hate doing xizi!kanglin already finished xizi!!omg.i totally hate xizi.waste pen ink and effort.fcuk!fugg.i shall do xizi evenly.everyday do 5 pages?yeahh.and jianbao i shall finish it tonight i guess.math papers.1st paper done.not really actually.rarhhhh`.i was starting on 2nd paper,but i only did a few questions.oshit.so 1 math paper per day or what.and english essay,i shall do it last.i shall set two weeks for homework.finish homework by 15dec.15 dec 15 dec 15 dec

rarhhhhhh`.

yay!!!!

2004-12-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

joy to the world!!
oyes.oyes.i got my erhu fixed. =) :)
yayness.
thanks to huiling!ahhhh`.love yoou loads!!
okae.i think i was sooo gong and was like practically frantically going crazy and screaming away.ohh my.

in the morning went to play bball lah.with somebody.then went to hougang mall and ate macs.=) i saw this very very very nicee` keychain.its fish shaped.fish bone.sooo` nicee!!!so,duhh!!??!i bought it.lamee`.then went to popular and actually i wanted to buy some christmas cards.but they were bloody ex lorh.i am sooo` broke liao.ok so gave up the idea [it was a lame idea!] and saw this very very nice personalised diary for 2005.i took it,without looking at the price tag.omg.why did i do that.and then i said:'hey this is cao nice!!' then i looked` at the price tag.10.20!!!whoa.gongness.haha soo gave up the idea again yeah.cos i was left with 10 bucks.the last of my allowance.arrghh.

walked around and saw this very nice notebook.is the bigger version.acty i took the bigger version,but saw the smaller one so decided to take that one.=) ooohhh.its soooo` freakin` nicee!!!got stripes on the front.well,i shall use it for next year.:) great!!then bought a pen for xizi and went home.wheee ` _.

i would like to meet the 1Aians next year!!
it will be great.
love krw

eeek.

2004-11-30T14:20:00.002+08:00

ahhh`!
my erhu the thing above the cloth thing below came off!!! and is like cannot put back liddat.like must put superglue or what.shit i dunno how to put back.then the xian all come out and loosen.what the heck!how how how how.can put back nots.arhhh!today so sway mans!freak!now i cant practise for my kaoji and this wed lesson!anyone know how to fix???
why the erhu so mafan one lorh!!!shit man.

relac.relac.relac.

okay.i am feeling alot better today.my sore throat is gone.=) yayness.but my blocked and runny nose still there.boo.and cough.ahhh.

i finished my chengyus already!oyeah~then i gonna do my jianbao cos i bought my newspaper just now when i was going out.ehh.the only thing i dun feel like doing is the xizi.oh gawd.one little word makes me freak out.then its like 62 pages!god!i am like on page 20 something.haha.thats very slow.

and then theres the math.5 papers!tay wanna kill us doesnt she?stupid piggggg!!!`sooo` boliao lorh!pple dun have why we have!!!

jason sooo` lame again.send me a lameee msg!lamo.soo` big liao still sooo childish.lolx!!

whhee.

2004-11-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

i still am not getting any better!!

lolx!i will die without breathing!!! =X
i was talkin` to jason kor over msn just now.
he takes such a long time to reply.
ahh`.shit him.
okay.
we started arguing and quarelling as usual.
haha was sooo` lame!!! x)
becos he just finished his A levels i think.
he is in jc right??? ehh.
><"
short conversation.sooo` sian.
we were arguing about exams initially.
cos i said i got bad results then he say i busy with guys.
>.< bohh!
rubbish pls!
he then busy with girls lahh!
got 'bandaged' by them yeah?
he very qian4 bian ok!`
he still owe me a testi` i think.
ok i shant complain.nahnahnahh`.

still deprived of air; help me
it seems that everyone is sooo hardworking nowadays.ohh`.i am damn sickk here and have totally no mood for homework and practising erhu.ok suddenly i am feeling sooo dizzy that my body sways.what.the.heck! maybe the medicine is taking effect.and i ate it ages ago pls!

shall go to sleep.x)

sickkay`!

2004-11-28T07:06:00.000+08:00

okayy.i m officially sick and i dun feel like going for tution later.but its a must that i have to go right.

had erhu ytd.bleah it was okayy. becos the sec4 seniors and libing were there i guess.=\ okay.it was a two-hour lesson and i didnt really like two-hour sessions.my legs were like so bloody numb and when we were playin` as a group, i seemed to lose focus or what.maybe of the pressure or what.oh gawdd.mary announced to the whole world that i failed theory.whats her prob.

ok i thought it over.i think i wanna try my very best to get into vjc's ip prog.just that i wanna escape from co and what.vjc is a nice sch with nice unis!but even if i get in,my mama will still want me to get into co in vj cos we bought the erhu for 480 bucks and she wouldnt wanna waste it right.i am in trouble then.boo!

down with severe blocked and runny nose.down with severe sore throat.down with an irritating cough.down with headache.

guess what?! i didnt even tell the doctor i had headache! but its a slight one.it ons and offs.

i dont think i will ever recover from this 'sickness'.i might be down with sars or bird flu.ohh...thats possible.maybe.then i might perish from this world.ahh`

bcos of this freakin` 'sickness', i hven touched my homework in days.cos everytime i eat my medicine,it makes me drowsy so i sleep most of the time of the day.

maybe i should check the web for the symptoms of sars and birdflu.its getting worser and no good.ahh` what should i do.

i think i got the common cold.shit.*sneezes*.i will die livin` like that.

><

2004-11-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

co

2004-11-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

whee.
i have good news and bad news.
good news is.
i not goin` co tmr!`=)
cos i m sick~
woots.
x)
bad news is.
i've erhu tmr.
ahhh~
shit.
kaoji is like next week?
hello?
i m not panickin`.not w0rried.not scared.not terrfied.
hello??
that shouldnt be it.
i should be goin` mad and crazy at this time shouldnt i.
this is mad.
i havent been practising oftenly.
so`.will i pass.maybe not.><"
ahhh`

tell me its just a horrible nightmare!!

><

she will be loved__x

2004-11-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

she will be loved_

Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more

I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved

I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved

[in the background] Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah [softly] I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

bleahh

2004-11-27T14:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes you cant make it on your own
U2

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

crazy in love
eminem

I tell myself that I was doin' all right
There's nothin' left to do tonight
But go crazy on you
Crazy on you
Let me go crazy, crazy on you, ohhh

Can't you see what you do to me baby,
You make me crazy, you make me act like a maniac
I'm like a lunatic, you make me sick
You're truly the only one who can do this to me
You just make me get so crazy
I go schizo, I get so insane I just go schizophrenic
One minute I wanna slit your throat the next I wanna sex
You make me crazy
The way we act like two maniacs in the sack
We fuck like two jack rabbits and maybe that's a bad habit
Cause the next day we right back at it
In the same exact pattern
What the fuck is the matter with us
We can't figure out if it's lust
Or if it's love which that is attractin us to eachother
They say that every man grows up to marry his own mother
Which would explain why you're such a motherfuckin bitch
But I stay and still stick it out with you
Even though I just hit you today but you deserved it
You hit me first and provoked me to choke you
Just cause I came home late last night
Crawled in bed and I woke you
But if there's one thing about you that I admire
It's baby, because you stay with me
Maybe cause you're as crazy as I am
Cause when I look at you
I can see an angel in your eyes but if I look deeper inside
I see a freakish little side, like a devil in disguise
You're always full of surprises
Always pullin devices out your personal vibrators and dildos
You've fucked yourself so much you barely feel those anymore
You're only 24 but you're plenty more mature
Then those other little ho's who just act like little girls
Like they're in middle school still you're crazy, sexy, cool
Chillin' you play your position you never step out of line
Even though I stay in your buisness
You've always kept out of mine
I wonder what's on your mind
Sometimes they say love is blind
Maybe that's why the first time I dotted your eye
You ain't see the sign
Or maybe you did maybe you like me in charge
baby cause we're crazy in love....

I go crazy on you
Crazy on you
Let me go crazy, crazy on you, ohhh

You are the ink to my paper
What my pen is to my my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existance
If it wasn't for you I would never be able to spit this
As intense as I do, and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
As I rely on you to inspire me like you do
You provide me the lighter fluid to fuel in my fire
You're my entire supply of gas, the match and igniter
The only way that I'm able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table,
If you were to break I'd fall on my face
But I'm always gonna make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probaly have no reason to be
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Alaina to my Hailie
You are the word that I'm lookin for
When I'm tryin to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind
You're like the pillow that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half
The wife who never divorced me
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
You let me beat the shit out you before you beat the shit out me
And no matter how much too much is never enough
Baby cause we're crazy in love...

I go crazy on you
Crazy on you
Let me go crazy, crazy on you, ohhh

the reason.

2004-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

the reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

2004-11-26T08:40:00.000+08:00

You Lai and Toi Hei have been best friends since they were little children. Unbeknownst to You Lai, Toi Hei has been in love with him since she could remember. Both grew up in fairly traditional Korean familes. You Lai is the middle child with an older sister and younger brother, and is a filial son who is very obedient and responsible towards his parents. Toi Hei, an outgoing and tomboyish girl, lives with her mother (divorced from her father), a money-hungry and mean woman. We begin the series where You Lai and Toi Hei have started university. There, You Lai meets and falls in love with Dor Yun, a sweet, polite, and beautiful girl. There is just one catch. As a child, Dor Yun was involved in a car accident that killed her parents and rendered her a deaf-mute. She communicates using sign language, and although she still suffers discrimination at times, she has learned to deal with her disability fairly well. Dor Yun also falls in love with You Lai, and they begin a sweet relationship together, much to the angst of You Lai's mother. Although she adores her son, Yun Zhi cannot accept the fact that You Lai has fallen in love with a deaf-mute girl. She very much wants to accept her, but she cannot get over her discrimination of Dor Yun's disability. Understanding that accepting her will be difficult, Dor Yun waits patiently and tries her hardest to win over You Lai's mother, to no avail.

Meanwhile, Toi Hei hides her broken heart, partly because she loves You Lai very much and also partly because Dor Yun really is a genuinely nice and thoughtful girl who befriends Toi Hei and You Lai's other friends. Toi Hei understands that You Lai will never love anyone else but Dor Yun, and she settles for secretly loving the young man she has been best friends with for years. In the meantime, Dor Yun is hiding something from You Lai. Her older sister is getting married and moving to France, and Dor Yun will be forced to leave with her because her sister does not want her living alone in Korea with her disability.

Enter Ying Fun, a tall, handsome, rich, intelligent albeit arrogant, blunt, and rough rebel-without-a-cause. You Lai's family takes him into their home because You Lai's father and Ying Fun's father were good friends way back when, and they are having familial problems (Ying Fun has just discovered that his father has a "second family") and so Ying Fun's father asks You Lai's father to take care of his son. Having lived a life of luxury, Ying Fun is an arrogant young man, treating everyone in You Lai's family rudely. However, we find out that his tough exterior is simply there to hide his deeply wounded heart from his father's betrayal. We also find out that Ying Fun was actually classmates with Toi Hei and You Lai, and, most importantly, that Ying Fun has been in love with Toi Hei since they were children. Suddenly, the series goes from having a love triangle to a love square. Ying Fun loves Toi Hei, who loves You Lai, who loves Dor Yun, who loves You Lai back but will be forced to leave. What a mess.

The situation becomes more complicated when it comes time for Dor Yun to leave. When You Lai finds out, he convinces Dor Yun to stay and even suggests they get married. Touched, Dor Yun agrees. Of course, You Lai's parents (especially his mother) strongly object, and Toi Hei is heartbroken. However, unbeknownst to You Lai, Dor Yun is actually lying to him. She realizes that his parents strongly object to their marriage, and does not want to be a burden to You Lai with her disability. Therefore, she has decided to lie to him about staying. She believes that, in this way, You Lai will never be able to forgive her, will hate her, and then it will be easier to forget her. Toi Hei finds out that Dor Yun is leaving, and hurriedly informs You Lai. He races to the airport and catches her in time, but both furious and hurt that Dor Yun lied to him, he tells her to leave and that he will no longer try to get her to stay. Dor Yun boards the plane.

Right before this, Ying Fun has confessed his feelings to a confused and disbelieving Toi Hei. He knows that Toi Hei loves You Lai, and he sets a bet with her. He will try to steal her heart away from You Lai, and she will try to steal You Lai's heart away from Dor Yun. Appalled at this suggestion, Toi Hei just ignores him, but deep down she considers the possibility. After Dor Yun leaves, however, both Toi Hei and Ying Fun are torn. While Ying Fun deeply loves Toi Hei and wants to be with her, he understands that she loves You Lai. He tells Toi Hei that their bet is still on. He will continue to try winning her heart, but he does not want to see her hurt because of You Lai, and suggests that she declare her feelings for him. Meanwhile, Toi Hei is in conflict - now that Dor Yun has left, should she confess her feelings to You Lai? After Ying Fun's suggestion, she becomes even more confused.

A trip to the pub changes everything. You Lai gets drunk, using alcohol to drown his hurt feelings after Dor Yun has left. Toi Hei drags him to the university to sober him up before he goes home, while Ying Fun goes to buy medicine. While Toi Hei has left to wet a towel, You Lai goes to the Arts classroom, and there he remembers Dor Yun and breaks down in tears. Toi Hei returns, and, tearing up herself, scolds You Lai: "You idiot! If you couldn't bear to have her leave, why did you let her leave!? You, now, you go and find her and bring her back - I have her address! Why are you doing this to yourself? Do you want me to see you this way? Seeing you like this...it's like hell on earth for me! The one who's going crazy isn't you, it's me!" Suddenly reading the meaning behind her words, You Lai looks at Toi Hei with tear-filled but widened eyes. Practically shaking from crying, Toi Hei finally reveals her secret: "What am I to you?...The girl by your side, does it have to be Dor Yun? ...Can't it not be me?" Toi Hei looks pleadingly at You Lai, who looks back at her with an expression of utter shock on his face. The camera then pans to Ying Fun, who has overheard the conversation. The expression on Ying Fun's face is one of shock and hurt. You Lai, unable to control his shock, tells a heartbroken Toi Hei: "I...I'm going to forget what you said today...If, if this is how it is, I don't think we should see each other anymore" and then he leaves. Toi Hei breaks down in tears and heads to the subway station. Ying Fun arrives, and after Toi Hei tells him she's declared her love to You Lai, Ying Fun tells her that he loves her and won't let You Lai steal her away. Later, Toi Hei asks You Lai whether she has a chance, and You Lai apologizes and says no. Toi Hei goes home and sees Ying Fun - she starts crying uncontrollably while a heartbroken Ying Fun takes her in a comforting hug.

You Lai, who has gotten over his shock and decides he doesn't want to lose Toi Hei as a friend, calls her out to the park. There, he asks her whether they can go back to the way it used to be. Touched and relieved, Toi Hei agrees, and asks that You Lai give her a hug. This is like a good-bye for Toi Hei; in You Lai's arms she breaks down in tears - this is the first step for her to get over You Lai. And then guess who returns? Dor Yun, who realizes she misses You Lai too much. Both Toi Hei and Ying Fun find out, and an angry Toi Hei goes to find Dor Yun and asks her to leave, that You Lai is doing fine without her. When Toi Hei returns home, Ying Fun takes her out. Toi Hei tells Ying Fun the lie she told Dor Yun and how bad she feels about herself. Ying Fun then asks her "As long as You Lai's by your side, no matter how much you cry, how much you get hurt, it doesn't matter to you?" Toi Hei doesn't answer and Ying Fun continues: "Well I'm sorry. I'm not going to allow that anymore. I thought that if you stayed by You Lai's side you would no longer cry. I was wrong. So...from now on, I'm going to make it my mission for you to forget about Han You Lai." For Ying Fun, the struggle is over. He realizes that Toi Hei is mostly unhappy while in love with You Lai, so he has decided that he try and win her over.

You Lai finds out that Dor Yun has returned and they begin their relationship again. He also finds out that Toi Hei hid Dor Yun’s return from him and confronts her. Toi Hei admits what she did, but also asks him whether he will change his mind if she continues to try and end his relationship with Dor Yun. Speechless, they go their separate ways. You Lai returns home, and is punched by Ying Fun. Toi Hei, slightly blinded, decides she will try one last time to win You Lai’s heart and tells his mother to go to Dor Yun’s house (Dor Yun is living with the girl Gai Lai is helping, Gai Lai has run away from home because his father misunderstood his relationship with the girl). Suddenly realizing how wrong she is for doing this, Toi Hei and Ying Fun rush to Dor Yun’s house and try to stop You Lai and Dor Yun from going into the house. Realizing they can’t hide Dor Yun’s return from his parents any longer, they go into the house. Ying Fun points out to Toi Hei that she tried her best to win You Lai’s heart, and now, she has tried her best to let You Lai go. Now, she can move on. Meanwhile, You Lai’s mother is shocked to see Dor Yun, while they plead for her to accept their relationship. After a conversation with You Lai’s father, the mother decides to give them a chance and You Lai is ecstatic.

Toi Hei has decided she is going to try and let go of her feelings for You Lai for good, and decides to leave overseas to study for 6 months while living with her father. Ying Fun finds out, and in a touching final scene at the park, he once again professes his love for her and tells her he’ll be in Korea waiting for her to return. It is not explicitly stated that Toi Hei finally falls in love with Ying Fun and they begin a relationship, but in the final “flash forward” part, we see the entire cast in You Lai’s house. Dor Yun is there having a great time with the family and You Lai’s parents, their friends are there, and Toi Hei and Ying Fun come out holding hands, so we can assume they did finally get together.

김래원

dot

2004-11-26T08:15:00.000+08:00

yes i like yingxun alot! =)
i was just talkin` bout the show.. :)
i am addicted to him! lolx.
call me crazy.call me mad.
anw, i dun think anyone reads my blog right.
good.
so next time.i can let off my anger here! =)
well okae i am addicted to tv and korean dramas.

ehh

2004-11-26T07:51:00.000+08:00

hahahaa.i goin` mad.

analisin` my handwriting.

2004-11-25T16:40:00.000+08:00

i ve got my handwriting analysed.cool right?

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Felicia has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Felicia fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Felicia has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Felicia is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Felicia is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

Felicia has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Felicia's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Felicia has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Felicia is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Felicia is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

Felicia exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Felicia allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Felicia has a vivid imagination.

Felicia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Felicia is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Felicia is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Felicia changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Felicia feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Something is incomplete in Felicia's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Felicia's sexual needs.

Felicia's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Felicia that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Felicia also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Felicia is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Felicia's self-concept is artificially low. Felicia will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Felicia to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Felicia is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Because Felicia has zigzag'ed shaped 'm' and 'n' hump, Felicia is an analytical thinker. Her mind sifts and examines facts. She interprets all facts by separating them, breaking them down, and organizing them from a critical point of view. This pattern of clarifying facts contributes to her strong reasoning ability. Felicia's mind is constantly analyzing all situations that she encounters.

Felicia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Felicia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Felicia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Felicia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Felicia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Felicia is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Felicia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

hey,its quite true!!
:)

wuri's family

2004-11-25T10:25:00.000+08:00

hahahar.
i am addicted to korean dramas.
watched wuri's family today.was very nice and look forward to watching it tmr!maybe i would even go buy the vcd.since i got my allowance ytd.:)
anw,i wanna say that yingxun is damn shuai man.he's nicer than wuri.wuri is the jae-won guy.then yingxun is actually kim rae won which is that guy from my love patzzi.yeah that one jang nara went with in the end.hmm that time we were all like:"he's sooo` ugly!!!" jang nara was supposed to be with kim jae won but landed up with him.then we[6a] were like soo` furious like shit.cos we thought that jae won was cao ugly.hmm after watchin` this show,i think he damn shuai ji lerh cos he has a normal kind of spiky hairstyle but in the other show he had curly hair wich is totally gross.-.-"

yingxun looks like somebody from dunman lorh.sooo` alike man.nvm.
yingxun is a nice name right.haha.sumore same surname.haha i was thinkin`-tis is tooo` much of a coincidence!- but yingxun is definitely more handsome!~ =) hahar.
well, i just cant believe it yeah.
haha and jang hyuk nubbad oso. :)

haha

2004-11-25T04:01:00.001+08:00

well.i have to admit i lurve my template alot and loads! :)

dotsx.

2004-11-25T04:01:00.000+08:00

oyesh i forgot to mention that shermaine hasnt even touched her homework.what a total slacker.she only did the zitie,like only those she done in sch.o gawd.she must be chi lian kuang i tink.she seems so crazy,deep and mad in love.oh well what can i do.she nver mentions 'him',who i dun even noe pls,to any of doh.i dun even think qiannie knows.ehh.we darent ask her.later she will have bad mood swings.-.-".who knows.she might not be best friends with qian next year.probly over that thing.haix.

life is filled with miseries.but we cant do anything.

i was soo` glad libing called me ytd.haha.yayness.

theres this voting thing by straits times to vote for your fav singapore idol or what.its between taufik and sly.then after that they will like make a story or what i dunno.but anw,i voted for taufik!probably they will mention sly and the money scandal in the 'story' or what.whee.but i will like taufik to win singapore idol.actually,he will win.haha.
click here to vote.[think u ve gotta sign up or what]

i am waking up earlier these days.and not lagging on my homework anymore!!to shermaine:i dunno and i dun tink uu will read this but uu better buck up on your studies and dun get 'trapped' and 'entangled' in love lahs!

well thats it.later got some nice shows showing.they are korean shows.its nubbad i think.i placed a new study table downstairs in the living room for me to study while i am watchin` tv soo i wont fall asleep when i am doin` my homework on the sofa.haharrhaar.

:)

analisin` my handwriting.

2004-11-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

2004-11-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

i just talked to shermaine on msn.or probably its a very long ago chat acty.its a long-time-no-c chat.we din have really alot to talk about.wad can uu expect.its like division of hearts are like soo` far apart.hello?i seldom msg nat,qiannie and maine during the hols.bet my sms will be damn low.i guess we have like nothing to talk about between us??!!ehh.acty i rarely msg shermaine.geex.i dunno yy either.so we will still be good friends next year?who knows what the future holds for us yeah?hmm theres one thing a am very afraid of that it makes me dun wnna go back to school!!its that thing again.i'm soo` afraid of it.i dun wanna go back.i wanna escape from reality.=X but,i have a really big feeling that history is going to repeat itself and i dun want it to happen.what can i do to avoid this catastrophe.nothing.sit back only.well i cun even sit back.and theres nobody to confide in.maybe other pple dun 'see-the-light' about this matter[like jinghuan and jing2],but i do.i wish,how i wish i was dim-witted and happy-go-lucky person which has no idea whats goin` on.

msn plus is nubbad.only thing i pressed something wrongly[out of curiosity]and i ended up sendin` a msg to kj[i duunnoo yy`].paiseh!=X

i had my supper.=)
i lurve bloggin`.
i can confide in my blog.
but.
theres nobody to confide in.
how.
no wonder i m getting lines on my palms.
and they are
short.
=X

new template!

2004-11-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

i've just changed my old template to this very difficult-to-do template which i did for like around 3 hours! :)
but.the links are at the "f0otprintx" shown below the blog.
so just click on it and there uu have!
well.i designed this skin myself.like it or not,its mine..dunch copyy kae and i'm not gonna submit it anw.
its still mine!
hahars.

theres tis very good news. =)

its that tommorow's erhu is postponed to saturday!!!wippehhs.
it means ~~no mary~~
and
no stinky instrument!!

today i did quite alot of things! :)
i planned for my essay.
i did zitie.
i copied chengyus.
since theres no erhu tmr,i shall buckup more!
do 1 math paper tmr+
chengyus+
zitie+
write essay.
but i cun possibly write the whole essay right.
cos min is 5o0 words.
and
i totally dunno how to start!!!
but i ve got an idea what to write.
great isnt it.
lalaaalaahh~

anyone wanna play bball??
i am really gettin` fat.
arhh yessh i must buy some xmas cards to send to pple.
like:
louise mavis ruiwen jialing priscilla
and should i send to natalie qiannie and shermaine not har??
dun tink i wanna.
ok i shant.
toobad
whahaha.
maybe jolene and jinghuan.
yearh.
and cherie yeahh.
=)
off to do some homework and prac the stinky instrument!

i shant create blogskins anymore

2004-11-23T09:06:00.000+08:00

hmmph.
i dun wan to create any more blogskins.
maybe i will create if i m changing my blog template.
yeahh.

haha

2004-11-22T13:38:00.000+08:00

yayness.
i submitted my first blogskinn yeah.
hope da jia will support mii!
=)
its a bit plain tho.
cos i dunno where to put e picturee`.
gees.
i will make another one today later if i have the time.
=)
veh funn yeah.!~

anw i restarted my comp for like 4 over time before i could get it workin`.fcukin` lameness.then it was the internet lorh.couldnt work soo` i had to restart my comp and unplug all the wires den plug it back again`.yeahh but got it workin` in the end. :)

i shall tink wad to design for my next blogskin.jiayou and ganpade.
not gonna lag on my homework today!!
besides,theres tution today.
sianess.
but i gonna buy my sectwo books today i tink.
dun feel lyk movin` my butt around.
and i m still considering whether to go to sch on wed aft erhu lesson to play bball.
mebbe not.
sore!!

...

2004-11-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

i missed ---- again!
either never come or maybe quit liao.
sadness.
bleahs.
i've nothing to say.
hmm.have nothing to blog either.
i just wanna say this:
i miss playing bball loads!!
thats y i msg kanglin and ask her out to play bball.
but she cant make it this week.
soo` next week.
but
i've got erhu exam which i am so prepared to fail and so prepared to not get into dazu.and i dun really like dazu anw.
went for tution today.
got my doubts cleared bout that fcukin` compo sch gave us.in other words is international compo which i m not willing to write at all.
i realised we have[maybe,perhaps]two times more homework than other classes.we have 5 math papers and also jianbao,which i think is not even compulsory pur-lease.

all the homework is killin` me!!

plus kaoji and the 24h at home thing.shit`d.

i like the sitcom friends

the next time it comes out on tv, i must watch it!=)

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2004-11-20T11:29:00.000+08:00

fcuk.`
stupid lorh.
stupid.
out to make mai life miserable.
asshole.
hmm.

went for co in the early morn.bloody tired.acty i wanted to pon.
today e sec4s had grad day.sooo` alot of sec4s around in sch.

i was almost late for co.i missed the damn bus.
if i had known,i wouldnt have even gone for co.

yippes.talkin` to louise on msn

alicia came today.shining and yingying didnt come.cos shining lost her voice[wow] and ying2 went to be usherer for sec4 grad.so its left with me and alicia.

i dun want to sit right in front the next time i go for co pur-lease.

i m sooo` motivated by alicia.
alicia,u re indeed my role model.cos she like almost finish all her holiday homework in like..three weeks`!!!!! arh!! den now she very weida lorh.she go look for job today.wah! alicia bravooo`!!!

i am feelin` soooo zibei here.louise is like..ehh!? sooo` light and i cun imagine how she looks like!? 47kg?!! heaven must be makin` a fool outta me.i shall work on it too! jiayou!

i shall sent louise a xmas card!=)

=)

2004-11-20T00:49:00.000+08:00

i missed singapore idol!!
=(
anyone tell me whats the result??
okok.
olinda got eliminated issit.
hmm.
den taufik will win!
yeah.
=)

=)

2004-11-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

i m hungry!
2dae is one of the earliest days that i ve woken up.
i m sooo` proud haha.
shall eat.prac the erhu.watch tv.do homework.and yeshh! deres a wedding dinner tonight.
they say the bride is olinda cho's cousin.
i dunno.???
either is my father and uncle bluff me one or is true.
if its true, i doubt she will be coming anw.
cos theres singapore idol tonite!
boo.
i dun get to watch the results!
i tink sylvester or olinda will get out in tis round.
olinda is such a great talent.
wad a waste.
fools who dun vote for olinda are really fools..
i m one!
i just dun wnna waste my sms.
=)
frenster is really slow.plus hotmail.sumtimes pple add the testi ytd, they send you like arnd the next day.slowcoaches.

eattin` time. x)
[lAlahhlaa~~]

...

2004-11-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

i think that puttin` 3 pics at the right of my blog seems weird.they dun even align too!so i ve decided to delete 1 and put just two of them there.one big and one small.i couldnt stretch the advatar rite.i moved the 'girl blowin` the bubble' pic over to the right and uploaded another advatar to the right.that advatar very 'flashy' rite.very irritatin`.yeah.shall find nicer and 'non-flashy' ones to put to not disrupt your attention. =) i like that new advatar (to the right).its nice.that is the kind of advatar i m lookin` for.where do uu go and upload advatars anw? maybe i shud ask junling.

anw,can pple pls rite more testis for me?i m boredd_*.i will return uu one =)

=)

2004-11-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

today is a slackin` day.bcos i woke up at 11.watched tv.slept again.woke up at 2.slacked around.ate.and went off to learning lab.

accordin` to wad shirleen said.i really am a PIG.geex.

but.pigs are cute arent dey.

went for learning lab replacement today.boring.only three pple cam to attend.pathetic.there were two comprehensions-and i almost fell asleep when we started on the 2nd one!yes.i live up to my reputation as a pig dont i.~~i din get to c jake!!=X~~

geex.maybe me and shirr shud form a company called 'the.pigs'.the manager will be shirr and i will be the proud little pig.[just a member!]pigs are all welcomed,yeah? lameaology
its found in my dictionary,which is lameford dictionary. lame!!!

went on a testi spree today.wrote testis for huiling,audrey,faith,shirr and who?? i cun rmb.hehe.

omy shit!i am havin` alot of fats now.no muscles at all.never exercise le mahs.and plus nver go and play bball liaos.how.='(

my legs are getting numb.from all the sitting in front of the darnn`d comp from 8.30 till now.whoa.thats 4hours.

hmm.aft i blog,i shall go zZz-ing.[lameford dictionary]
cos tmr will be attendin` a wedding dinner.sians.acty,it shud be today.cos now is 19nov liao.-.-"

being lame is my forte

ardios.tata.sayonara.au revoir.

2004-11-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

bleagh.anw,found this in my house.and i read.then i laughed.whhee3~.

love vs infatuation

love
*love is not just a feeling but a relationship.
*love is a maturation of friendship.
*love is a quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection.
*love is a commitment.it is based on shared values,mutual trust, and concern and good communication.[???]
*love means trust.one is calm,secure and not threatened.freedom to pursue individual interests enriches the relationship.
*although love does not involve a desire for physical closeness, a couple would have shared experiences important to them and learnt other ways of expressing their affection apart from engaging in intimate acts [-.-"]
*love is patient and confidently plans for the future.[100%agreed!]
*love is honest.it lets you speak freely about what is on your mind without being afraid that you will be rejected.it trests the other as person and not as a status symbol to be used.
*love always thinks the best of others.

infatuation
*infatuation is an instant desire.infatuation has an element of sexual excitement.
*infatuation sees no flaws in the other person.
*infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity.
*infatuation is marked by a lack of confidence.one checks whether the other person is unfaithful.
*infatuation often results in jealousy or possessiveness.
*infatuation is excitement but no happiness.
*infatuation is impatient and does not consider the risk of losing the other person.it wants immediate gratification.
*infatuation is jealous,mistrusting and uncertain.it makes you wonder if the person is being true to you.
*infatuation is selfish.you want to control and be with the other person all the time.

yilin is infatuated
=)

moved!

2004-11-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

heyys.
i moved my blog.
rmb to change links kae?
=)
tanks.